Wednesday, November 30, 2005

five days of shopping and walking around in heels sure can kill your feet. at least it was fruitful. and tomorrow i'm off to canada. hopefully it'll be fun and i get time to do more shopping. big sizes!! haha. sadly it's winter so it'll mostly be winterwear. maybe can go to some warehouse sale. love those! designer stuff at bargain prices! geez...this month is really full of shopping. going to taiwan during the christmas break and that place is like a shopping paradise! ah bliss...and right now i have to go do some last minute packing. bah. i hate packing..

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 12:52 pm

Friday, November 25, 2005

I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 10:41 am

Thursday, November 24, 2005

you ask why i'm rude and don't treat you with respect, but have you ever done the same to me? i hate it that things always turn out this way. and it sucks, cos there's no one to talk to about it. well other than mr l**. but i cannot keep going to him whenever i feel like shit. he's been nice enough to listen to me those few times already. ARGH!!!!!!! i don't even have the mood to study for bloody chem s now.

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 4:07 pm

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

jerk. why do i bother time and time again?

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 6:49 pm

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

feeling...i don't know. a particular feeling's been starting to come back in spurts recently. one moment i'll be really mad, singing away, and the next i'm biting someone's head off. sigh...i wonder if there's a chance next week to meet up before i leave. i've got so many things to say to him but i don't dare to, for fear that it may just ruin everything that we have at the present moment. presently, things are not exactly ideal but i don't dare to ask for more. zhi zu chang le right?

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 10:21 pm

Monday, November 21, 2005

always and forever. what a load of crap.

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 7:01 pm

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

it's always so easy for me to forgive him. somehow, i always can't seem to bring myself to end it despite all that's happened. i tried to listen to your song again, but i couldn't cos i know when i hear it, memories will start coming back to me. ironically, happy memories which hurt me alot.

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 7:13 pm

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

jerk. i'm not invisible. and you're oh so rude.

horoscope for the day: "Something is going on with your partner--something that's totally out of character--and you're just dying to find out what it is. don't put too much energy into worrying about it, though. it's all good." ya right.

i guess today was the final straw. well at least i think so, cos somehow i'll always come up with some reason to forgive him.

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 6:53 pm

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Athlete--Street Map

I would like to think our paths are straight
Disconnected from choices we make
There is no reason why it can't be like you said

One day it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet

I would like someone to make a map
Mark my home and draw some lines that match
All of the reasons why
It can be like you said

One day it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet

I don't know when
I don't know why
I don't know when
I don't know why

One day it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet

But all that I know is it's gonna happen
I don't know when
I'll be on your street
But I know one day it's gonna happen
You're gonna be swept off your feet

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 9:10 am

Friday, November 11, 2005

At this moment, there are six billion, four hundred seventy million, eight hundred eighteen thousand, six hundred seventy one people in the world. Some are running scared, some are coming home, some tell lies to make it through the day, others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good, and some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes...all you need is one.

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 8:18 pm

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Jake's Song

Such a Lonely boy
Couldn't find the joy within
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world we're living in
I watch it all go by
I can't find a tear to cry

Such a lonely boy
Such a lonely girl
It's such a lonely world

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 1:34 pm

hmm...here's what my horoscope says for today: enough with the intrigue, it is time for openness--oh, and maybe just a bit of romance. let someone know how you feel, then dash out to buy something for the person. how is that supposed to work? real life is hardly anything like what we read in books or see in movies--girl likes guy, guy has no feelings for girl, guy finally realizes that she's the one for him, girl and guy live happily together and vice versa--this only happens in lala land, not in the land of reality. i've been through that lesson many times but i never seem to learn it. but a girl can dream, can't she?

so back to planet earth. math was challenging. but i liked that it stimulated my mind a lot. yea, i know i'm weird. hopefully i do well for math, actually for everything too. so gp tmr. and miraculously, everything seems to be falling back into place again. i am writing decent essays and AQs again, like finally!! so i just hope gp won't be as weird as all the other papers thus far. can't screw up if i want my A to even apply for law :s

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 1:30 pm

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

i'm in a really horrid mood right now, partly cos of chem, partly cos i'm tired, and partly cos of ***. yes, i know i promised myself not to be bothered by *** anymore, but the feeling just came. and now i have a really bad feeling about math tmr. yikes! can this day get any worse?

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 11:41 pm

why did i have to panic during chem?!?! why!!!!! how am i going to get my A now? ah....what a mess. but thankfully i could do the elucidation question. who said organic chem's always easy? one word to describe As so far: WEIRD! bugger...hopefully math tmr will be as good as paper 1. i need to feel good again cos right now i feel like crap!

oh and i think it's quite confirmed that i'm not going for prom anymore. just as well i guess. at most i'll meet up with everyone else when i get back. alright, must do more math now.

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 1:20 pm

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

A levels started today. can't say much of bio. did the same essays that i did during the prelim which i did horribly, so i hope i'm not tempting fate. and i'm sad!! no nitrogen cycle! looks like mr lam's prediction are not very accurate this year. darn. oh and structured was quite hideous. the questions were rather odd and :( sighs hope i get an A for bio. thankfully, math was quite a breeze, provided i didn't make any careless mistakes. 2 down, 13 more to go. haha, that's a lot!

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 7:13 pm

Monday, November 07, 2005

what is wrong with you?!?!?! what is this supposed to mean? you really missed me out or you did it on purpose? come on, wake up!! stop being so narcissistic and thinking that everyone else has to fall head over heels and like you too. well get this straight, i don't fancy you, AT ALL. so stop thinking that i do and stop doing all these stupid things, like having split personalities around me that change so frequently i can no longer figure out what you're thinking or trying to do, cos i don't care anymore! gawd! i can't believe i even tried being nice to you.

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 4:18 pm

Sunday, November 06, 2005

last night when i dozed off while studying (again!!! must stop doing it. exams in2 days!! ahhhh!!) i suddenly had this very weird image flashing through my mind. i was reading a sms and it went, "b** b** knows that it is a bit late to love you now". there were other stuff but i only remembered this. then i got such a shock i woke up immediately. gosh don't know if it was exam stress. it was too weird!!! sigh but if you're really thinking that way, i want to tell you that it's not too late!

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 8:52 am

Friday, November 04, 2005

how rude can you get? you could have at least said bye. i would if you didn't always treat me in this manner. i mean just cos i'm not some other people like l**** doesn't mean that you can treat me like that.

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 10:01 pm

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

i forgot to mention. i heard your song 7 times today. odd or what?

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 12:22 am