Wednesday, February 22, 2006

love is a force of nature -- Brokeback Mountain. how true. just like how nature is something that cannot be explained. like we can get all technical but really who knows and can predict what's going to happen to anything next. i think i'm still at a stage where i'm just trying to get to know more and understand people. especially the opposite sex. i just don't have that nan ren yuan so i can really never fathom how they think. which really worries me that i may not ever be able to find a partner. i don't know. somehow 60 to 70 % of the guys i think i may have some feelings for actually turn out to be jerks and the remaining 30 to 40 % are like the perfect guy but already attached. so you see, that does not leave many left. the rest are probably just not to my liking. and sometimes i wonder if my expectations are too high. which i shouldn't have right considering my tiao jian. ah shucks i don't know.
watched brokeback mountain yesterday and i was really touched by the story though simple it may be. but just the fact that it's so hard to actually love and be with the one you really really like is something that i can totally relate to is enough to get me all emotional. sometimes you really wonder how fate works. i don't know and i want to find out but i don't know how. sigh...so much for love.

:: Room on the 3rd Floor :: posted at 11:23 PM